• I feel shit
• I can't sleep
• I can't eat
• I can't do anything, I don't FEEL like doing anything
• I'm just so sick of everything, kinda wished that the world did end on the 21st, so all my problems would be gone
• But that would be selfish of me to ask for that when there are so many people out there who are happy and that shouldn't be taken away from them
• god I'm such a selfish bitch for wishing that
• why the hell am I even alive
• holidays suck
• too much time to think
• kill me

Well, it has been a while since I last updated y'all on my life huh?
Not much has really happened, well not really anyway

•  I found out how much of a bitch my cousin really is, pft and people really look up to her too, sah stupid 
• Christmas was like every other yeah, not celebrated in my household! Don't judge, we're not catholic so we have no reason to fully embrace that day
• Boxing Day was HECTIC, and seeing as the sales were still on till New Years I literally went shopping every day, no jk, I bought too much stuff
• Cleaned out my closet and I now have two black bags full of old clothes I'm going to donate 
• New Years was alright, I'm sick so I can't really go out
• Fireworks for New Years at Melbourne were kind of boring to be honest, nothing special, last year was better