• I honestly don't care that we don't talk anymore, you wanna be immature and ignore me then go ahead
• I'm not gonna waste my time on waiting for you or your friendship
• I kind of forgot about how we used to converse with one another, so even if you talk to me now it would just be plain awkward
• There's really no point anymore, things won't ever be the same between us so I might as well move on with my life seeing as you already started 3 weeks ago
• Two years of friendship down the drain
• Bye mate, don't think I would be talking to you again but it was nice meeting ya

Yep, good mood gone. Thanks.

• Woke up with a stabbing pain in my stomach
• Fcking cried because it hurt so much, couldn't call my mum for help because she left to go Safeway
• Health is getting worst, need to go doctors soon
• On a happier note, I'm feeling much better now compared to the last few days
• Thanks to the two twinsies, aka my 'slave' and my 'daughter', thanks guys!
• Same ol situation, hasn't changed much
• But fck it, screw him and his stupidity
• He needs to get his facts straight before he assumes things :|

• Not going to put up with your fcking shit
• Ignore me all you want, I'm use to it
• Screw you niqqa
• Just because I woke up early and talked to you doesn't mean I fcking like you
• Get your facts right before you assume things
• For all the guys out there, if you THINK a girl likes you, don't fcking ignore them, especially when they don't, either way it would make you seem like the ass you are

• Semi productive day
• Did some holiday homework, no where near done but hey, at least I did something!
• Re-discovered my love for the Jonas Brothers
• Singing terribly around my house, cause that's just how I roll!

It's ironic that I'm trying to comfort her and make her see the brighter sides of things when I, myself feel so shit. Why am I always like this? I always seem to push my feelings away until I can't take it anymore. I'm so stupid.

• I'm really disgusted right now
• He told me a story that I kind of regret asking about
• And he was planning to tell me on the train? Full of people? 
• Thank the lord he told me online, cause if he told me face to face I don't think I would been able to hide my emotions
• Literally shivered in disgust last night
• It took him 2 hours to tell me the damn story 
• Made me sleep so late
• Never again.
• I'm scarred for life
• I'm too innocent for that shit.