Once again I was attacked -_____-
However this time it was not a ugly butterfly but a humongous spider. God I am terrified of spiders and it didn't help that I saw this one while I was showering.

I am not particularly sure if the spider I saw outside my glass shower door was a huntsman like the one in the image. But they look pretty dang similar.

Usually I see Daddy Long legs around the house, and I am fine with those types of spiders cause they are not venomous. But the spider I saw crawling up my shower door almost gave me a heart attack! It also didn't help that I lock the bathroom door when I shower. So I was trapped in the bathroom with my greatest enemy...the spider.Naturally I screamed...really loud, but my mum (who was the only person in the house with me at the time)thought I was being an idiot and just ignored me. Call me a drama queen, but she finally came to my rescue when I was screaming bloody murder and banging loudly on the wall.

Sadly(not), the spider was killed and I lived happily ever after ^____^
That is unless... the big mamma spider had children O___O

Greatest fear during this horrific moment?

- the abnormally large spider would climb over the shower door and fall on my head. (Thankfully it slipped and fell on the floor whilst I was safely on the other side of the door).
- when I opened the shower door it would crawl on my arm and bit me
- I get poisoned
- it's babies would come for revenge

GLEE CLOTHING!?

I love glee songs, I just can't be stuffed watching the show. Don't get me wrong it doesn't mean that I've never watched a single episode of glee in my life, but I just can't watch it religiously like some of my friends. Anyways I was surfing the web when I stumbled upon a website that sold pieces of clothing that the characters in glee wore. Thought I would just throw it out there for anyone who would like to buy them. Keep in mind that they are not the originals but just replicas. I've never bought from this website, nor have I ever brought Glee clothing so I do not know if the website is reliable or that their clothes are good quality. Be cautious.

http://fashionofglee.com/

Happy shopping ^_______^

Note**
In no way am I responsible for any problems that you could have with your purchase, any problems should be discussed with people who run the website. I am merely introducing a website that you might be interested in.

Who would have thought?

Never thought that one day I would be listening to heavy metal, but I guess people change. And I don't know if this change is for the better or for the worse.

"People change for one of two reasons: They have learned a lot, or they have been hurt too many times."

Private Emotions

I recently found a touching poem and I really think that it reflects on how I have been feeling these last couple of weeks.

Private Emotions
Author's username: XxWolfbanexX

There's a clear and obvious reason why I never disclose my feelings to you.

You don't seem to understand the motives behind my eyes.

Is it just me or...when I tell you these personal things..

you hide behind a smile and caring whisper to carry on while I cry?

Perhaps I'm just stupid, while I quiver on your shoulder and wipe away any evidence of pain.

Perhaps you were never really there in the first place, plastic hugs and metallic grin.


Yes, the majority of words I caress are about sadness, just because it sinks the most.

Happiness is a rare occasion, start off small, end and then start to begin.

I'm so sorry that it turned out this way, that these private emotions don't show anymore.

I'm sorry that you walked away when I needed you the most.

But now listen closely and watch as I burn into your paper heart,

I sit at the table of Reincarnation, pull up a chair for you and begin another toast.

OH SNAP

My cousin texted me and i thought she changed her number so i swore freely, but what i didn't realize was that it was my auntie's number. AHHHH crud ): Hopefully she doesn't tell my parents *fingers crossed* really unlikely though, ughhhh im so dead D:

*Note to self*

NEVER SWEAR AGAIN