• I feel shit
• I can't sleep
• I can't eat
• I can't do anything, I don't FEEL like doing anything
• I'm just so sick of everything, kinda wished that the world did end on the 21st, so all my problems would be gone
• But that would be selfish of me to ask for that when there are so many people out there who are happy and that shouldn't be taken away from them
• god I'm such a selfish bitch for wishing that
• why the hell am I even alive
• holidays suck
• too much time to think
• kill me

Well, it has been a while since I last updated y'all on my life huh?
Not much has really happened, well not really anyway

•  I found out how much of a bitch my cousin really is, pft and people really look up to her too, sah stupid 
• Christmas was like every other yeah, not celebrated in my household! Don't judge, we're not catholic so we have no reason to fully embrace that day
• Boxing Day was HECTIC, and seeing as the sales were still on till New Years I literally went shopping every day, no jk, I bought too much stuff
• Cleaned out my closet and I now have two black bags full of old clothes I'm going to donate 
• New Years was alright, I'm sick so I can't really go out
• Fireworks for New Years at Melbourne were kind of boring to be honest, nothing special, last year was better 

• I honestly don't care that we don't talk anymore, you wanna be immature and ignore me then go ahead
• I'm not gonna waste my time on waiting for you or your friendship
• I kind of forgot about how we used to converse with one another, so even if you talk to me now it would just be plain awkward
• There's really no point anymore, things won't ever be the same between us so I might as well move on with my life seeing as you already started 3 weeks ago
• Two years of friendship down the drain
• Bye mate, don't think I would be talking to you again but it was nice meeting ya

Yep, good mood gone. Thanks.

• Woke up with a stabbing pain in my stomach
• Fcking cried because it hurt so much, couldn't call my mum for help because she left to go Safeway
• Health is getting worst, need to go doctors soon
• On a happier note, I'm feeling much better now compared to the last few days
• Thanks to the two twinsies, aka my 'slave' and my 'daughter', thanks guys!
• Same ol situation, hasn't changed much
• But fck it, screw him and his stupidity
• He needs to get his facts straight before he assumes things :|

• Not going to put up with your fcking shit
• Ignore me all you want, I'm use to it
• Screw you niqqa
• Just because I woke up early and talked to you doesn't mean I fcking like you
• Get your facts right before you assume things
• For all the guys out there, if you THINK a girl likes you, don't fcking ignore them, especially when they don't, either way it would make you seem like the ass you are

• Semi productive day
• Did some holiday homework, no where near done but hey, at least I did something!
• Re-discovered my love for the Jonas Brothers
• Singing terribly around my house, cause that's just how I roll!